So...it is a few months short of a year since I have blogged. I apologize to those who are wondering what is going on and are unsure of how to approach the topic with us. We are still waiting. A perpetual cycle of waiting. We are waiting for an adoption, we are waiting for our condo to sell. Our lives seem to be summed up in that one word. So, as we wait, we are wondering what God truely has in store for us. We are praying and seeking His guidance as we go into our third year of this adoption process. We renewed our home study last October and are trying to decide what we will do this October. We would love to have your prayers as we try to have decernment, in the decision to renew or to.........we don't know.
This maybe the reason I have not blogged. I am not sure what to say to you all about this process, the hope we seemed to have at the beginning is changing. Not that we don't have hope that God has a plan for us. We know that He does, we are just having trouble finding it, in the midst of our desires.
I am trying to find a way to end this positively, so that it does not seem so "Debbie Downerish". And if you know me at all, you know that I do try to see the upside to most things. So, it does drive me a little crazy right now to not be able to see positive in this situation. So, I guess we need you all to pray that God will show us what He has for us, to have peace with whatever that is and see the good in it.
